Today I had a long, boring, crazy, stressful talk with my mom. We talked
about how things at home and how it’s not the same ever since we moved. We also
talked about my grades and about me hanging out after school. She says I look
unhappy when I'm home and all I do is listen to music. That’s what makes me
happy so I think she should stop bugging me!
Anyways she got my report card in the mail and I didn't give her a heads up
that I’m failing two classes already. So she was kind of mad about that, so
while she was yelling at me I decided to throw in that if I have any F's in any
semesters I'll be going to Island. She got pretty shocked about that. I was surprised
she didn’t take away my phone or anything. I would think that since my sister quadrate
with no problem she would expect me to too. But I have to tell her sooner or
later. Then there's the 'big' problem with me hanging out with my friends. My
mom doesn't trust me at all. I hate how parents or at least my mom, they
constantly call or text me. Like the whole point of hanging out with friends is
to be with them and not with your parents! The only way I can’t hanging out now
is if I call her right after school, then right when I get home. UGH. I just
think parents (my mom) should chillax a little!
I agree with you Vincent! I think school is just not for me, since I started
high school I've had problems with keeping my grades up. Too many distractions,
too much drama at school, I guess I’m just too caught up in my social life. I
had a boring long talk with my mom and I realized if I want to have the normal
life I really have to get through high school.
Going to Ms. Pula's room to talk
about my future makes me feel sick. I just don’t like talking about my future I
don’t like to think about what is going to happen or get my hopes up. I hate
getting my hopes up. I can’t get any F's for my final semester grade or I’ll go
to island. I have to face it sometime so yeah. Starting today I’m going to do
my homework every time like I should be. I have to do it or I’m going to have
to go back to Ms. Pula’s class and talk about the future again. Even though
last year I failed p.e. It was one of the main reasons I looked forward to
going to school. It was so fun. I’m always looking forward to lunch and after
school because that’s when I can socialize with my friends without getting in
trouble. I can’t sit the whole period; I’m not patient enough especially if it’s
a boring class. Or I fall asleep. This year I plan on not getting any F's in
any semester, I plan graduating from AHS Not Island.
Once upon a time there was a little girl named Lily, who always sleeps with
her teddy bear. One night she got in trouble for not eating her vegetables. So
she got sent to bed early and wasn't able to stay up to watch TV... In the
middle of the night she remembered that she left her teddy bear down stairs in
the living room when she took a nap there that afternoon. She knew she wasn't
going to be able to sleep so she decided to walk down stairs and get it without
her mom or dad hearing her. As she stepped on the first step down the long
stair case, she remembered that one side of the stairs squeaks. So she steps
towards the opposite side of the stairs. Going down every single step
carefully, she finally got to the bottom. Lily stood there at the bottom of the
stair case trying to remember exactly where she left her teddy bear. Trying to
feel her way around, she realized it was darker downstairs then upstairs. So
she had to feel her way to the kitchen where there was a flashlight.
When she got to the kitchen she looked under the sink to find the
flashlight. Knocking over stuff she finally found what she was looking for.
Trying to fix what she knocked over, she turned on the flashlight and headed to
the living room where she thinks she left her teddy bear. Now that it is easier
to see, she walks to the couch were she took her nap that day. Flipping over
the pillows, looking under the table, she can't find her teddy bear. She's
trying to be quiet while looking for her teddy bear just in case her mom and
dad hear her she doesn't want to get into more trouble. Finding out that her teddy
bear isn't where she thought it was she sits on the couch for a quick second
trying to remember. She can’t think so she decides to go look in the dog's
little bed. Her dog liked her teddy bear also. It was soft, cute, and
comfortable to sleep with. She didn’t find it in the dog's bed and also didn’t
see her dog in the dog bed. Not finding it in the dog bed she decides to just
not sleep with it that night. So she puts the flashlight back where she got it
and goes back upstairs. Creeping back up the stairs she closes her door. And turns
on her night light. Having enough light to look around her room for her teddy
bear she doesn’t see it. She turns off the night light and climbs back in bed
sad that she won’t have her teddy bear right by her. She tries to fall asleep
but she hears a loud snoring. Listening, trying to figure out where it’s coming
from, she gets back out of bed and turns back on the night light and looked
around. Looking at the dog that suppose to be in its own bed. She looks at him
and realizes that it’s her dog that is snoring. Then looking closer at her dog,
She sees that her teddy bear is under her dog. She is relieved that she found
it but mad that her dog is sleeping with it. Since she loves her dog she lets
him sleep with her teddy bear. As long as she knows that her teddy bear is safe
and her dog is comfortable she can sleep.
After a long night Lily turns off the night light again. And climbs
back into bed again. Not getting into more trouble she finally falls asleep.
It’s funny how most of the
conversations I have with my friends are about boys. Boys, why you gotta be so
confusing. I know you think girls do too much, but we only think so much
because we don't know what to think. We don't know how you really feel. It
would be nice to let us know. Kay. I also think going to the same school as the
boy you like or have a crush on is hella hard. Seeing them talk to other girls,
or hugging other girls that aren't just a friend, is bad. It ruins your whole
day. Then the ignoring thing, I think its hella dumb. It’s nice to say hi
right, and a hug or something. Getting ignored is horrible. Maybe you guys are
shy or something but really it’s not that hard to just say hey. And if they’re
having a bad day, don't take it out on us. That's not cool.
I know I think too much. Even people
tell me they can tell that I think too much. Then get mad because I'm like,
he's not think about me why should I be thinking about him. It's not only boys
fault. Its girls too. I think I lot of girls would agree with me. Doesn't
everybody wish it was easier, but its life. We’re all going to go through this.
It's part of relationships. All I'm saying is, Boys just at least try to think
about where a girl is coming from. Were not all the same.
